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Happy

Thu Feb 12, 2009, 3:25 AM
Im starting to think i cant be happy. I thought I could be happy once. But now that I look back on it, life is about compromises. we make them every single day and its bullshit.
I hate this world. I hate its people. I hate all things on this tiny destroyed planet. Nothing good ever comes from us. I look at people as they walk together with their happy go lucky attitudes. I watch as couples walk hand in hand and side by side and i want to fucking kill them. every little cellin me burns and I want them all dead. I know i will never be happy, I want what I cannot ever have. I want so much but I wont be able to get it.

I work to get stuff done its never done. I work out so I can trim down. Im still never going to be liked because im not white.
I hate all things about this society. If I choose to end my life. Its because I cant stand this fucked up world and I would rather end my existance. But who would even care. I know you wont. I know you dont give a rats ass about me. I know YOU will never read this. I know you will never understand. and I dont care.

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    :iconalice5150:
    Thanks for the watch! ^_^

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    thanks for adding me to your friends
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    Thanks for adding me to your friends list. :)

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    is all well?

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    :iconblackhandpoet:
    no

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    whisper to the sky one final breath
    :iconenraptured-spyder:
    What's happened?

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    Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
    :iconblackhandpoet:
    just alot of stuff read the journal and youll know hun

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    whisper to the sky one final breath
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    dont mention it hun

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    whisper to the sky one final breath
    :iconneurotic-elf:
    thanx for the :+fav: !! ..again..

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